Sorry all that i have not posted in awhile. I will do a big post tomorrow.

AHHHHH

So today I found out that the girl I liked was asked out by my suite mate, who is one of the coolest guys I have met at college and were practically like brothers.  We like all the same shit, we can finish each others thoughts, and look at each other and know what the other is thinking.  So yeah he asked her out last night which royally sucks for me because now she will be over all the time, and they will be doing shit I wish I could do.  So yeah my life kinda sucks for the time being.  Now don't get me wrong, I really do not mind her being over here because I still like her but it just wont be the same now that she is with John.  Oh well right, there is plenty of fish in the sea, or it just means something better will come my way, is all I have heard and will hear.  But there is just something about her that I cant put my finger on.  This is truly the first time I have ever felt this way about a girl before.  Yes I have had girlfriends before and liked them but I LIKE this girl.  The worst part is she knows.  She got it out of me one night while we were texting.  She was have some problems and I was helping her but I was also having some problems to.  She wanted me to tell her what it was that was bothering me and keeping me up at night.  I said that I couldn't tell her.  She asked for a reason and I said because bad shit could happen.  The bad shit I was talking about was her and John breaking it off because I knew John would because he would not want a girl to come between our relationship like that.  Well she connected the dots and almost broke it off her self.  Now your saying well isn't that a good thing for me?  No its not because they look good together, I'm not gonna lie about that, and I would not want that hanging over me.  Now the other day we were texting, cuz were still really good friends and all, she asked if "We would have still be friends if I only liked her as a friend."  At first I thought that she was saying that I'm only being friends with you cuz you like me.  I replied saying that "I would that we would still have been friends", and thank God thats the way she meant it.  So I have been really lost this past month and my life has pretty much sucked.

On a lighter note the EAGLES concert is wednesday!!!! and Cookie and Officer Schulte are coming in for the night.  I really cant wait for that concert.  I have been looking forward to it for months now, and the best part is I also got Disturbed tickets for Saturday night in Waterloo.  So I am going to have an awesome week to say the least.  Also to make the week better I ordered some tea online and it comes on thursday which I cant wait for. 

Now its time for the Home Stretch of the school year. 7 weeks + Finals.  Tally Ho

Till next time

Peace

Home Stretch

Well in 20 minutes I start the home stretch of the school year. 7 weeks + Finals.  My parents as i was leaving yesterday said that i better finish off the year with all B's or better, pressures on if i want to have a fun summer i guess.  Well i have to get going, ill post again later today with a more interesting post.

First blog

Well everyone this is my first ever blog post.  Im new to this so give me a break for the first couple of posts if they really suck.  The Linn-Mar mens basketball team is in the Iowa 4A state championship game tonight vs Ames.  The the should be a good one, but our boys will pull it out.  Yeah just throwing out there that my life has really sucked for the last 3 weeks or so. O well life sucks (more details to come later for those interested).  Cant believe spring break is over tomorrow and school starts up again, but hey on 7 more weeks left to go then im done for a really long summer compared to my summers in high school.  Im done with school the first week in may, a whole month before my high school.  I dont know if i have enough things to keep me busy.  I will definitely have to get a job (anyone who knows of openings let me know please) and i will have to take a couple of road trips for sure.  One to see Brandon in the middle of know where, one to chicago to see my suite mate John, and then just a random one.  Well we will have to see what the next 7 weeks or so bring.

Peace.